My server advance me lol

Need a mods

but its defernce is this okay?

i would add it to disboard and top.gg

just let see how things go now

/threads

to make sure we will not loss contact

Or I'll use node.js

lots of packing driving and unpacking

Hope you are life satisfied in way or other

@Pax1l any addition

New to the idea of altering my body positively. I've been addicted to some substances for about a decade now, and i'm on anti-psyche medication. Hoping biohacking and something like neuralink in future can help me regulate my chemicals but for now i'm looking here

psychedelics has anti addiction effect proposed generally

Used to be on ritalin but no longer

Anyway coffee should not be counted But nicotine switch to vap I think it mostly you are addicted to hand to mouth move more then effect of nicotine if any This really hard to fix, due being dalta fos be has did positive reinforcements where he eliminated you ability to feel that bad smell of sig but made the spicy part of it more enjoyable by rewards sensitation , the same for vaping, when I get bored it almost impossible for me to stop thinking about nicotinic I'll just start generation unfair selective agreement advocate nicotine use.

The problems with full of this is dalta fos b has half life ~4months That mean you need to stop for 4 months (no source its my xp) for craving potency to decrease "really" to half Which we can't even stop for few weeks do to logic changes.

To this point there is not noticeably effective dfos b inhibitor. For me D3 antagonists was useless in this regard

You might just try your luck with NAD+, just learn to inject first, small step by step and you done it.

Very old, very nice

Whats your news seojin

Anyone here take paid commissions for DIY biohacking lab works?

Its few days old and things going fast

There 34 member's +_+

First Real girl beat anime ^~^

I have seen many anime to irl comparisons but this is the best

She’s gone vegetarian though so she might have reduced her iron anyways as is (edited)

Why what

Who the winer now

Also drug users ofc

And religious leave

I can't wait to leave my moms place

goodbye she annoying asf she can be helpful but she really be drivin me up the wall

Better live alone if you can, and stay in contact with her

Never answer phone calls

Never visit

Disappear

ok

If u want some dignity

Refuse all inheritance

Now my breakfast reach me to bed

I can't wait to leave my moms place

goodbye she annoying asf she can be helpful but she really be drivin me up the wall

Better live alone if you can, and stay in contact with her

Never answer phone calls

Never visit

Disappear

ok

If u want some dignity

Refuse all inheritance

Now my breakfast reach me to bed

Prepare yourself

Rapamycin Aniracetam Piracetam Bromantane Bacopa 24% bacosides 100 mg modafinil Curcumin Cacao Ginkgo biloba Quercetin with bromelain ALCAR Na r ala Reduced glutathione NAC Agmatine Shiitake mushroom Enteric coated peppermint Digestive enzymes for all the aforementioned L-glutamine B12 sublingual methylcobalmin B6 p5p sublingual Thiamine hcl Methylfolate Potassium citrate Boron Selenium Molybdenum One meal a day

The stack is for inducing extremely high pattern recognition, synesthesia, enjoyment of life which will assess my addictive tendencies, socialization skills. The stack is clearly higy effective as i just typed all this after being up for 42 hrs straight and I worked 9 hrs at the beginning of starting this wakefulness I am impaired by high functioning autism, severe adhd and I have brain hypertension which inhibits traditional stimulants from being useful, depression, anxiety, addiction, immunocompromization (I've had molluscum contagiosum for about 4 years), chronic fatigue

I am, quite obviously, attempting to assess every issue I have in my life

My work performance has also obviously improved and I'm getting a raise soon

I also quit a 1-4 grams per day phenibut habit 5 weeks ago w minimal wd using majority of aforementioned stack

Wat

How do you suck coffee penis

Tell me the ways of jedi

Most of em at once yea

I'm pro

Fuck me I'm not even tired

I haven't even taken modafinil for 38 hrs

And it was 100 mg

Oh yea, fhe list is order of importance

That should help some

I listed my issues, one should be able to deduce what I'm using everything for

Er

Many things at least

Obvi most are multi faceted

I'll also add that my main strengths are long term iq and pattern recognition

Short term memory has been greatly improved by using mild 5ht2a agonists like aniracetam and agmatine

To archive noticeable effect on ht2a upper dose by 200

The selective targeted not dirty drug

Aniracetam is placebo without cacao

It upregulates some serotonin, I'll send study after I sleep

Aniracetam is potent for me

Even imo

I do miss etiz for brain hypertension ngl

Surprisingly effective

Why is rapamycin so fucking stim

Half life ig

And haven't bothered since

I clean the store at work amazing

Prove to me benzos aren't anti hypertensive then get back to me

Lmao

Useless server ig

L8r

You realize the arrogance in doing that right?

Sirsad levels

Rip you

Rip you

I'm sorry i can fix my problems and you cant

I'm arrogant im

Ik

But I demonstrate actions to prove it

I'm welcome to talk but not if you don't listen to what I say

Lmk if you wanna listen, for now I'm just gonna keep working on myself

I like you, but I don't like when people don't try and view things objectively or try and understand a situation

And instead just assume, hurt aforementioned person, then go on with life w no care

I actually did have hypochondria at a point

So what, I havent in 3 years

Try and use that to support your claim idrk

Do you know why all hypertensives cause me severe headaches and make me tired? Unless I take anti hypertensives to assess the issue?

Give me an answer and I'll thoroughly consider it

I've been investigating this myself for 6 months and not on my own, bc they would be useless bc self bias

No one has a better idea

So shoot your load

You don't even know the health issues I've been through lmao

Why does lad cause me a severe headache that makes me unable to think regardless of how many 5ht2c antagonists I take

I can go on

But I'm bored

And this is futile it appears

All I can do is what I've been doing, but if you genuinely have ideas please let me know

I am open to constructive criticism

ocd Perfectionism Fast talking Mania Addiction Hypochondria Hyperactivity Attention deficits Impaired productivity

I never fast talk or get mania unless I take rapamycin

Hence why you've never seen me doing what I'm doing rn

Your determining I have hypochondria from one altered state

When I have 6 months of looking into my issue being brain hypertension and getting support

It will treat the real problem that induced all of this

Smh

Your too biased

I've tried seroquel fwiw

Not risperidone to be fair

I take no d2ergics except aniracetam rn I believe

You can vet that claim

And you've said like 8 statements

And you think your suggestion will fix my issue when your demonstrating as much issue

I'll try somn you suggest but not pharma route

So suggest an alt

Idk if relevant but I normally sleep 10 hrs a day

I've researched more today than past months

Past 2 days*

Apologies

I'm sorry I'm getting heated

How about this

I'll look into your ideas

And I need that money for noots

What's funny is on any other day I would have just left this server bc this uhhh argument? But today I can actually explain my thoughts

It's a new feeling

Oh well I need more moda anyways

It started causing brain fog

Wouldn't that downregulate d2 if anything?

Chronic use I mean

Bc it's been at least 4 weeks

I don't get mem wd

I just nic becoming stronger

I was surprised wds from gabaergics didn't get worse when I quit it

I'll also mention phenibut doesn't help with the presumed hypertension headaches

And if hypochondriac it should?

And alcohol also worsens them

Only benzos help

Of gaba drugs

In fact I had panic attacks going to school if I didn't take my adderall

That makes as much sense imo

However your right ppl have been less prone to talk to me the past 12 hrs

Idk I just think there's a lot of other options to consider

Why so focused on hypochondriac in particular is my main question

Hence why I kinda raged

I hate biases

I genuinely have hypertension if I don't take herbs for it

That's easily determinable

140/115 range

Yes

Doctors literally were concerned abt my blood pressure but always attributed it something else, like thay I was in the heat for an hr before coming in

Well it's elevated regardless

Ok explain to me risps pharma aside from D2

I want a study for thag claim

That's more extrapolated than my belief

Should have led with that

And also I understand I need to take suggestions from friends more bc they are often righr

However I am arrogant but working on it

D2 is destroying all your life expect and you still advocating it

Like a college application

Everything I've read says d2 bad but everything I experience says d2 good

I've been quite confused abt that

Admittedly

And shitpost

It was likely just a helpful cope when I was at my worst

If this is accurate

Which that I can agree with accepting as a high possibility

You gotta lead with this shit tho lmao

Don't save the good shit for the end

I literally was abt to leave a while ago

And now I'm glad I've stayed bc DISCOVERY REQUIRES EXPERIMENTATION

And actually I've always liked you

If someone else had approached like this I would have left

Hence excess d2 increasing autism irritability

But I already had that autism connection meme w you

I'm very glad this went well, that's a new one

Tbf when I don't take anything for d2 I just remain neutral in these things

And ignore em

What's anafranil?

Also I'm concerned abt risperidone inverse serotonergic action but I'm noob on inverse agonism

I have to cuck 5ht2c

And need 5ht2a uncucked

Hence concern

But answer aforementioned q

The inverse serotonergic agonism

Wat I expect from that

Subjectively

5ht2c terrible

Db?

Yea they up and down-regulate like daily it seems

I still get irritable it's only easier to control my reaction to the emotion

I take this back it's kinda based

This will lead to agonist D1

Which is fairly good

Follow @chloitopia stack as addon at least those can suck dick of coffee

What would be halpfull from me to the stack is magnesium kilo dose, see benefits and side effects

Mg is good but the form you take is v bad

GABA transaminase inhibitor

compare effects to valproate

DA receptor antagonists enhance the activity of AADC https://biosignaling.biomedcentral.com/articles/10.1186/1478-811X-11-34

What you think

if VMAT2 and MAO B are increased simultaneously that's a desireable state

CBD as well. all GABAergics do this. hence why I'm now recovering with GABA antagonists

I don't go by feeling anymore

I find the most optimal intervention and use that to my benefit.

it generates better cognitive and emotional states than chasing feelings in the end anyways

the doses are lower than anyone else uses, for example the agomelatine. No one has done this before me yet the study is up there and the results are clear

Had to cut my dose in half to 100 mg to ensure I'd have enough for a bit

it works without tolerance for about a week then I stop

I surprisingly have no tolly issues w moda

I've been using 4-6x a week for a few months

it takes a long time to develop tolerance even on such a small dose I take

but it is dopaminergic for sure

orexin release agent as well

it's natural in a way

/ s

You may continue I'm listening and will confine shitpostinf to external servers

if I can't geek out I won't even talk to you

idc

Wait was it vegan permanently server

no it was some goofy vegan dating server

they don't let you use the R word on yourself

have pronoun tags

etc

they get offended by your beliefs

imagine that

I can't even identify with vegan groups nowadays

the only thing we have in common is that we avoid animal abuse

It's a kitchen

that's the funny part

everyone and their mother snorting K in the toilet but you can't use the R word

Nah we can use the r word

I use it

drug holes

Even the smart mfers tried telling me nitrous can kill you easily

Everyone drinks on the job tho

And smokes

K is for horses.

I can't flip my amp script at work surprisingly

as long as the ventilation is on point

because otherwise you'll heat out quick

I volunteer to do hoods in 105F

And that takes an hr

I'm gonna guess that's not what you meant

it's fat with metabolic properties

kinda based

white fat browns when exposed to cold

Then it flipped

I've also ruled out thyroid ofc

So cold

I am doing lower fat rn bc drug test later this month but after that I'll try

I normally eat lots of peanut butter

these gymbros insecure idiots